Into.the.dakrness.there.will.always.be.light.to.guide.us.out

Saturday, July 01, 2006

- Sad day for Argentina -

Watch the game till late last night, so far this game is the only game that intrest me so far and i decided to give it a watch. Had long thought that Argentina could have won Germany on their home ground, but with last nite penalty shoot-out, it was a pure disappointment.

Though both teams draw at the end of full time, i would or have thought that Argentina will score 1 last goal in the extra time, however, the team didnt score. After the extra time, it was the penalty shoot-out, during this point of time, i was kind of on the edge as i watch each team took their shots, the first goal for both team was alrite, then followed by the second shot, Argentina missed it and by the third shot, both team scored again... However as i watch both side goal-keeper, i realised that Argentina goal keeper was either stupid or didnt noe wat to do, each time Germany took a shot, the keeper would not be able to save it, the 2nd and 3rd goal was ridiculous as the keeper jump towards the wrong side. The final goal from Germany was also another thing like tat of the previous 2 goals, the keeper jump towards the wrong side, and if u really watch the match, the keeper didnt even jump much.

Thats not the worst part, 2 of Argentina best player were not on the field during the match, the coach had decided to leave them to the game after this game with germany, however this was also one of the reason to their downfall. And Argentina main goal keeper was taken out of the game when he suffered a bad kick to his stomach or somewhere.. So that game, they had three people not in the match... So sian and too bad for Argentina, they lost... i thought at least they will win the game.

Shall watch tonite game as well then see who will move on. Been really busy and there are still more test to come the following week. Finally got the Course polo-tee and will be wearing it to sch on monday...

- Never underestimate your opponents or you will recieve a big blow from them. -

Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 3:40 PM

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Thursday, June 08, 2006

Class BBQ

So wat have i been doing this past few days? Been really busy with alot of sch work and stuff like the DCHE chapter itself, but finally it all have ended and at least i still can take a short break for 2dae and 2molo. By next week, i will be at NTU the whole day, having to do my FYP... its not just for a week but for 2 weeks... There goes my holiday...

2nite is the big nite, will be having class BBQ at East coast park, but then again, due to my FYP the next day at NTU, i dont think i will be able to stay until quite late, so yar, will be staying at one of my frens house for the nite and go over to NTU the very next day... But any way, hope to enjoy myself while i am there 2nite, then there is always drinks of alcohol to go around... haha, have been quite a while since i last drank with my own gang...

BTW, bought a little something for some of the people 2nite, jus hope that they will like it... Any way, still doing the polo-tee for the whole DCHE students, have yet to come to a conclusion on the price of the polo-tee, but the committee and me are trying hard to find out the price frm the vendor and start the priniting on it immediately... Hope all turns out well...

- Missing feeling in my life, perhaps i lost it and will never find it back again. -

Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 10:42 AM

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

- Friendless -

Currently in school now having lesson, but aint getting much of the teachings of my teacher's lectrure into my own head, perhaps its the way he talks, the way he pronouce some of his english, thats perhap why i dont pay attention to his lesson... but still, must try to listen as much as possible... although its kind of boring and the lesson is pretty dry...

'Lost a friend and gain hatred instead', this is part of my msn nick, i dont noe, its like he is still having this temper of his... i did say sorry the last time i made a very crude remark abt him in front of gems class, though i did feel kind of sorry abt it... he still seems kind of petty, i dont really noe but still i no longer pose a threat to him... perhaps its due to recent events that happen and now that tis also happens, he got so angry at the things tat happen... But there is one thing he shld at least noe, he did it to others in the past and now that he has got it back, he cant take it... thats kind of very petty of him... So now after seeing him treating me as like no one... i think i kind of get pretty flare up abt it... and thats explain my msn nick... i lost a friend and gain hatred instead... i jus simply hate the way he treats me now... it is so lame... both of us are in the wrong.. though i may be sorry abt it... he shld at least stop acting like that...

I perhaps have turn practically invisible in front of him, he hates me to the bones and i likewise sometimes, i wont deny this.... i have this kind of feeling some times.... so someone shld at least wake him up from this sturbon idea or perhaps i shld take a step first, who noes wat will happen first...

- Lost a friend but gained hatred instead. -

Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 2:05 PM

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Monday, May 08, 2006

- Pack Week -

this week gonna be a very long and pack week, everyday after sch i seem to have a event or meeting to occupy me... let me try to show u wat i have this week....

Monday
attend ISPE event somewhere at Tuas there.

Tuesday
Meeting with the people who are shortlisted for the new committe, both year 1 & 2, its an after school event

Wednesday
Meeting with the year 2 in planning the Meet-senior session, which this event is gonna be held next week

Thursday
Dinner with the DCHE ex committe members

Friday
Was to do FYP this friday, i wonder why i agreed to it when its on a public holiday, so jus have to see abt it...

So practically, this whole week is kind of pack wif lots of things to do, and this is not all of it, but part of it, there might still be some things i might have forget like sch work, assignment or other things which i might have promise to do during this point of time.

i got a sch laptop to do most of my fyp report, log book or even use it for perhaps a bit of personal use, like goin to msn messenger or even like now, blogging in macdonald... its kind of gd to have a laptop by my side, so much things tat can be done thru it.

have to wrap up now.. coz having lesson in another 10 mins or so... so shall end here and tell u guys more the next time...

- Perhaps in life, the beauty we seek sometime are just beside us -

Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 7:38 AM

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Monday, May 01, 2006

- Sick -

i am coming down wif a bad case of cough and sore throat and apparently, my temperature has gone up quite a bit, so pratically, i am really sick tis time... been like tat for the past few days, jus took some normal medication at hme, but it seems to get worst each day and finally decided to go see a doctor near my house to get some really gd medicine to cure this sickness of mine...

Haven been doin much though during the past long weekends, but went to get my hp back frm nokia care and it was really a pissed off thing for me, had to travel back and forth to nokia care to make sure tat the hp is alrite, there was tis one time where i went back to nokia care to collect my hp, but didnt get it coz they say it was still away on service... however, the day before i called them and ask them if the phone was ready for collection and they said it was ready, perhaps some miscommunication within the pple inside nokia care... then after tat, called them again 2 weeks later and found my phone ready for collection and they never called me to come pick it up, wat service is this, i told them to call me once its done but they never.... anyway, went down to collect and found that my mmc card didnt work, wat to do, went back to nokia care again the next day to ask them wat happen and they help me wif it... now the phone is back and ready to use...

Wonder how tis week gonna pass by, will it be fun and happy, or will be it be jus plain boring and sad... we will jus have to see abt it... hope tis will be the week that i get to meet the professors frm NTU and that i can get started on watever is needed rite away and dont waste time, there are still alot of things to be done in sch and now its the 3rd year for me, i got lots and lots of work to be done. but anyway, jus pray that everything will be smooth sailing for me... hope i will be alrite soon, frm my cough and sore throat... hope i will also get a gd nite rest and everything will turn out jus ok ....

- Hold my hand and take me away to a place where you and i will be -

Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 7:15 PM

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

- Consumed -

As things get frm bad to worst, i start to feel that somehow i am being consumed alive by something which i dont even have the slightest clue... i guess after seeing alot of the things that one have never seem in life before, u tend to get more and more sad at the fact tat tis is how the way the world works and there never seem a way to even change the slightest bit of it... then there is always the feeling of being quite over sensitive...

Perhaps i shld be blaming myself for being quite sensitive, but wat i am feeling now is tat i am quite out-of-place...perhaps i sense no belonging to the class... after all, i witness some of the pple in class being classified as "Aliens" and have understood their feelings when they are treated so... but then again, their braveness in accepting the fact for who they are really impress me... i really get to have a first hand experience of how people like to say abt the other person and how a grp can be formed to jus condemn this person... i dont noe but it jus the fact it pretty kind of scares me... then there is always the type of hiding behind a mask of pretending, where pple still carry on wif the things they do, still talk to the person they hate as if they dont hate tat person... perhaps jus blame me for being plain naive... perhaps i grew up in a place where i never ever experience such a thing before...

i dont really wat to say now or feel, but watever it is, i wish for it to go away.. its been happen ever since sentosa and i wish for it jus go away.... it is consuming me so bad and i still wonder if my frens are still around and wif me... all i really wan now is a time wif my frens...

- As i struggled, i am slowly consumed bit by bit by it -

Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 10:35 PM

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

- Problems? -

Been thru the first week of sch and every thing is jus intense... can feel the stress now even though it is jus the first week of sch... but then again... no matter wat, i shld persevere and work towards my goal of getting gd grades. Ended the week by goin back to sch for a survey which takes me only 25 mins and after tat i was free.... there wasnt any class on friday coz it was our course project day and it was jus a day set aside for us to do our project.

Things are getting some what ugly now-a-days, friends get angry wif one another for the things they do to each other... perhaps its the FYP thingy that we are all edgey abt... my grp had got a project frm one of the lecturer, its an external project which we will be working wif NTU, however, another grp came along and wanted to project as well... then we had to wait for another few more days before we could get the lecturer's decision on which grp will do the project... if the lecturer had decided that my grp was to do since we came early and ask for it and the lecturer had plan to keep the project for us, then we wouldnt have worried and take up another project... jus say that i was kind of frustated at the whole thing, but luckily, we got another project frm another lecturer.. But the sad thing is that our classmate wanted the project as well, but the lecturer gave it to us and they didnt got it... the other grp was so angry at us and wanted to send the project for balloting, this would mean tat the project would be open up to other people who has an intrest in it( due to the nature of this project, it was a special project where the lecturer chooses his own team of student to do it, and it was an external project wif NTU), and also that it will mean tat both grp will have little chance of getting the project... eventually, my grp got the project while the other grp didnt...

This friday will be meeting wif the professors frm NTU, and frm there will be startin our project. i hope that everything will turn out rite and that i will not give up on myself during the last year in SP. May god bless me wif health, wisdom and knowledge thru out my stay here in SP...

I see frens having problems and the things they intend to do to one another... i dont noe... but its some how jus that this year, everything had gone simply out of hand and things are getting pretty chaotic. think i might have loss a fren to me very closely or perhaps not, perhaps i am jus too sensitive abt it... but then again... the things he done before, jus some how cant stand it.... now as he faces another problem in his life... he blames the person who tryin to give him problems. He say he will make the life of the person who is givin him problems a living hell, but then come to think of it, i think it jus the things he done in the past that he deserve it... alot might think tat he aint in the wrong... since most of my brothers owe him due to their project work... but then again... if they can think for themselve, its him who deserve it for the things he done in the past... shant talk much on it... but watever the outcome, we shall see abt it... jus pray that i dont lose any more frens wif anyone and especially my brothers in sch, pray tat i continue to build relationship wif them.

- For the things we do it the past, can only contribute to the things that happen today. -

Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 3:52 PM

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