Wednesday, August 10, 2005
- Shoot me -
I am really kind of tired right now.. in the sense tat i am bored, thinkin too much and really hae nothin to do.... speakin abt nothin to do, there is a up comin maths test tis Friday... so much abt nothin to do.... (-.-!) but then again... i guess most of u pple would have guess tat i also dont really give a damn abt it.. i think perhaps i will start 2molo.... hopefully i can do something abt it....
i dont find my life anymore intrestin anymore... something seems to be really missin frm my life, everything seems to be gettin more and more dull, more and more tirin then ever.... though everyday i go to sch... there are things tat i have fun and laugh abt, but its dosent seem to make it any better... i am glad tat my buddys are findin love once again.. startin to find all whole new start wif a whole new different person....
i am hopin and dyin for something nice to happen to me one day, perhaps something i really wish for.... i noe it dose seem kind of stupid, askin for something tat u always wanted to happen and it jus simply happen like tat, kind of like there is no possiblity at all... its also like " u think u wan can get just like tat??" i noe tat tis seems rather dumb...
ok.. need someone to shoot me in the head... end tis freakin life of mine.... coz i am wonderin.... how long can i remain like tis.... how long more...? i seem to be drifitin away... drifitin and jus fadin off frm reality... perhaps soon i will be of no more existence... Do human care abt the things tat are rite before them and not wait for it to be gone then they come to regret abt it? Tell me God.... is there still a whole lot of goodness and pure love left in each human? To tell u the truth, i am worryin for her now.... not because of things tat i saw recently... but of a dream tat i will believe will happen in the near future.... i am really worried.... tell me wat to do God!
- Who but him, the Alpha and the Omega is the comfort tat we all seek -
Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 7:49 PM
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