Tuesday, September 06, 2005
- Feelin Blues -
Never ever understood the reasons why such feelins even exist in my life... i somehow feel that somethings are no longer of importance... Or is it jus plain sensitivity tat makes one feel tat way?? Some parts of my life seems rather bleak once again, once i walk over some humps in life, i find tat i still reach back into the dark valley where i once came frm... there never seem to be an end to the up & downs in life, or is there?
I seek a person who can really understands the every action and things i do in life, i am desperately lookin for such a person, no matter how much i try findin, tis hope of findin him/her seems to be drawin further and further away frm me.... In tis world, friendship is jus a phrase to some people while to others it is a real bond tat exist between many other individuals.... The frenship in tis world is not very ideal, there are some instances where true frenship, as such frenship exist only due to benefit something out of tat person.... in the end, tis so called "Frenship" ends wif a backstab to ur back and u realise, wat went wrong all tis while? So y do we act as frens and turn as backstabbers, in this world, very little true frenship ever exist, and if it does exist then i would sae we are lucky to have such frenship....
The very reason tat frenship exist is not out greed, but of kindness and the joy it brings... But somehow, people in certain frenship tend to lose their importance and people tend to forget abt them, and in the end, they are left out of the picture.... As a fren, tell them u appreciate them and enjoy them to be around u, at the same time, do not let frenship to be a form of benefit for u to get something gd, it aint worth it....
Here is the song frm my blog Lost Good Things, before i end off tis entry... there is a question i need to find out," Do u all appreciate the things i do and my very existence as a fren?"
- As the flowers loses its petal, the very importance of its beauty fades as well -
Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 9:31 PM
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