Sunday, September 11, 2005
- Wats there to talk? -
Today went to church as usual.... but it was my church's 49th anniversary... and there was the church lunch after the combine service at 10am... went for it... and the lunch was so and so... today seem to be worst then all the other sundays, perhaps today wasnt really such a great day after all....
My left ankle still hurts once in awhile... guess i didnt let it really recover well frm the previous twisted ankle incident.... i come to realise something, people wif out real gd looks aint tat much "popular"? Take for example, if u guys have seen me and my brother, then u would surely noe the difference in our looks, my brother is more "shuai" then i am... perhaps i shld blame it on people's thinking tat gd looks are still better then people who are butt ugly... Dont tell me u dont have tis type of thinkin before... come on... we aint tat naive... we have at least thought of it once every single day of our life... naturally, if the person is butt ugly.. u wouldnt even pick up the idea of goin over, startin a conversation wif the person at all... dont even talk abt sayin a hello to tat person, cuz we all noe deep down in our hearts, we aint gonna do it... Am i generalising it? u ask urself tis Qs., have u ever had such a thought.. if i am wrong... then i guess u prove me wrong.... my brother naturally have much more people talkin to him then to me.... perhaps its really the "looks" issue tat got him so much attention....
Read the papers and come to feel tat singaporeans kind can really be sick..... jus the recent incident tells alot of things abt a singaporean... can u imagine... jus some dispute and a person dies jus like tat, instead of jus "Oh god! wat i have done?" and stoppin there, the person still goes onto cuttin up the dead person body and throwin it at orchard rd.... 2 incident jus like tat... cant imagine when the next one like tis will happen again... Would u do something like tat? perhaps u would have thought tat i surely wouldnt do it at all.... perhaps u would also have thought... the person should at least practise some self control and not do something to let it become something like tat..... all we can do now is jus say out wat we might think, but when the real thing comes, some times we arent able to do wat we sae before...
Got a test 2molo... study abit at least... hope i will be able to study more 2molo... at least finish up the rest of it by 2molo... Oh well.... gonna slp real soon.... have gd rest and wake up bright and early 2molo.... The exams are real close and pray hard tat i will do well tis comin semester exam.. Are u ready guys? Lets all study really hard for the up comin exam...!
- The human heart has been corrupted by the world we live in since we were born -
Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 9:37 PM
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