Tuesday, December 27, 2005
- Chirstmas -
so let me tell u guys wat i have been really doing for the past few days or weeks i would presume(haven been really updating this blog). Christmas jus ended abt a few days ago, my frens and i all enjoyed ourself during this point of time, both church frens and school frens...
23rd December
On the eve of christmas eve, my church frens and i wen off to do some last min christmas shopping for the other church frens, before we went off to catch a movie that was to be screened at 1.00 am tat nite... we bought alot of stuff which somehow had no link or no sense and gave it to some people... like one of my fren who got a bratz doll and we were jus laughin away when we gave it to him.... we bought one toy gun to one of our frens who was still in the army and he kept playin the gun the whole nite long, and to another, we bought a turtle soft toy for him, coz we call him turtle boy( his reaction kind of slow, tats why he became turtle boy) and after tat, we went off to play lan at paradiz centre, coz we had plenty of time and didnt know wat to do... after tat, started walking back and we manage to reach back to the cinema in the time.... we went to buy the tickets but due to our surpirse, the 1 am slot left only the front role and we decided to wait for the 1.40am movie, which had more seats. we sat down and talk, before goin in to the cinema and watch the movie, by the time the movie ended, it was like 4am plus in the morning... and we went back to a fren place to spent the nite... during tat nite, we got a brotherhood ring and a wrist band to signified tat we were brothers in christ, only 8 of us got tis stuff...
24th December
Woke up the next morning and play bball in my fren house before we all got ready to go to heartland mall to have lunch and done some more last min christmas shopping for our church frens.. and we got some really nice gift, like the cross which hanged by my hp now... then after lunch, we went back home to get ourself ready for the church service tat nite and after the whole nite service, almost all the youth went to the prata shop near our church to have supper... and after tat, we went back home...
25th December
Busy day for me, i had a chirstmas dinner tat nite with all of my school frens, they had long planned tat nite, after tat morning service, my brother and i went down to Heartland Mall Cold Storage to collect the stuff which we order for dinner, but before tat, went up to a mobile stall where one of my cousin was workin to purchase my new hp, the N70... had met her a few days early to tell her i would be coming to purchase the phone... once i got my hp, i proceed down stair to the supermarket and collected my stuff and went off to the taxi stand, so much things to carry and its so heavy.... then went back home and started preparing all the food before all my frens came to my place for the party, everyone had lots of fun tat nite and one of my lecturers came too, Mr Ho, he brought us a bottle of red wine. Around, 10 plus onwards, everyone started leaving for home...
This christmas, it had been really fun and nice to be with all of them.. and i hope tat the new year will start with a more fun filled and exciting time wif all my family, frens and brothers.
Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 9:58 AM
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
- Garbage -
I feel as time goes by, my presence as a fren starts to drop, my value no longer holds on to the price it once had... I some times even think to myself, if it was worth it all to make frens tat i thought would last for live, but it seems tat things always come and go and there is no such thing as "Forever", even if there had been the used of the term "Forever", it would only last for tat very short moments only...
I somehow feel tat i am discarded garbage... after its use, i am thrown away, i dont noe if i shld go on doing gd to others, helpin them in watever way i possible can, but even if i dont, some people will start to call me selfish and start condemning me for it... how nice these frens are, dont u think...
For all the time i spent being nice to others, helpin them in time of need and to realise tat once all this things are finally gone, i no longer be of service... scraped this piece of garbage, coz its no longer of any use... as a fren, i feel thrown away, no longer feeling the once friendship tat i started out with... so much for being there with u... and comforting you, once over, i am of no value anymore...
I hate being nice and all and all i get is this stupid comebacks for nothing, 'tat fat boy" "u think only" "Say me and u sure die" ARGH! All this bullshit and the fuck up things tat a fren say! I HAVE HAD IT... u think u cant be said, and can only say other... u think someone is wrong and u are right... u think tat the things u do is always better and tat someone idea is completely crap... Watever u think, there is always 2 ways to things in life.... I feel so disgusted being a fren and the things i get, its simply crapped.. i dont noe why i even have frens in the first place?! To tell u the truth, some of my frens have the foulest mouth in this fuck-up world! Hello, the times tat someone was once down and i was there to help u, now i get is tis... thanx alot, i really need it, "I REALLY NEED IT!"
JUST GO AND DIE!
Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 11:19 PM
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
- Been Away -
Been away for quite some time, have been busy wif school work and many other stuff... btw, went for the my church youth retreat and it lasted for 2 days, and now i am finally back hme... 2molo gonna be a new start of another week and jus another 3 more weeks before X'mas come... Cant wait for it to come and i can celebrate wif all of my frens...
Now finally become a youth mentor... but still i am a young mentor and i need to find a mentor for myself... but not sure who can be my mentor.. hope god can show me who i can find.. haiz, pressure on me now.. there are so many things to do and so little time.... my whole week next week is gonna be a very tiresome one.. got reports to do, math test tat is comin and i wonder if i can pass tis up comin test, 2molo need to go order the turkey and the other stuff for x'mas...
Have been tryin out tis buddy programme, kind of weird and funny, u can play wif ur buddy... tickle him, throw him a rubber/baseball or if u're a sadist, u can try use a missle to hot him, or have god power, make him explode in a click of a mouse and earn money to buy new stuff each time... kind of fun and cool.... =]
There is a very feeling inside me and its kind of sad though, coz i am feelin something like never felt before and i hope for it to go away...
-Open my eyes and let me see where you are, Lord! -
Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 7:04 PM
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