Tuesday, December 06, 2005
- Garbage -
I feel as time goes by, my presence as a fren starts to drop, my value no longer holds on to the price it once had... I some times even think to myself, if it was worth it all to make frens tat i thought would last for live, but it seems tat things always come and go and there is no such thing as "Forever", even if there had been the used of the term "Forever", it would only last for tat very short moments only...
I somehow feel tat i am discarded garbage... after its use, i am thrown away, i dont noe if i shld go on doing gd to others, helpin them in watever way i possible can, but even if i dont, some people will start to call me selfish and start condemning me for it... how nice these frens are, dont u think...
For all the time i spent being nice to others, helpin them in time of need and to realise tat once all this things are finally gone, i no longer be of service... scraped this piece of garbage, coz its no longer of any use... as a fren, i feel thrown away, no longer feeling the once friendship tat i started out with... so much for being there with u... and comforting you, once over, i am of no value anymore...
I hate being nice and all and all i get is this stupid comebacks for nothing, 'tat fat boy" "u think only" "Say me and u sure die" ARGH! All this bullshit and the fuck up things tat a fren say! I HAVE HAD IT... u think u cant be said, and can only say other... u think someone is wrong and u are right... u think tat the things u do is always better and tat someone idea is completely crap... Watever u think, there is always 2 ways to things in life.... I feel so disgusted being a fren and the things i get, its simply crapped.. i dont noe why i even have frens in the first place?! To tell u the truth, some of my frens have the foulest mouth in this fuck-up world! Hello, the times tat someone was once down and i was there to help u, now i get is tis... thanx alot, i really need it, "I REALLY NEED IT!"
JUST GO AND DIE!
Ah_KInG saw in the darkness 11:19 PM
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